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Me Made May 2022

Over the past four years, I have been delving deeper into the world of garment making. I have been crocheting and sewing garments for myself and getting to incorporate many pieces into my regular outfits. This has been such a fun journey, and so I am excited to embark on a new challenge to take the next step on my handmade wardrobe journey: participating in Me Made May!

This challenge was originally created by the blogger “So, Zo” back in 2010 to wear more of her self-made clothing items. You can read more about the challenge here, as well as the post for this year’s MMMay here. Not including pandemic face masks and winter hats, I have 19 garments that I have made myself (three of which are rejects sitting at my parents house….) This is not enough for a unique, completely self-made outfit for every day in May, and that isn’t my goal. However, I want to experiment with wearing my garments in new ways, and come away with a better idea of what garments I would like to make for myself next! My pledge is to include at least one self-made item in my outfit every day in the month of May. I also want to wear each garment (with the exception of my acorn-print skirt, because, well, it’s May) at least once over the course of the month. I know I have at least a few items that I rarely wear, and I hope this challenge will help me find new ways to wear and love them. Or, maybe it will help me pass my makes along to someone else. I also hope to gain new inspiration for making garments, and help me identify pieces that I would love to add to my wardrobe. Already I know I have a gap in the shirts department…maybe this will be the month that I fix that? If you would like to join, I’d love to hear what your version of MMMay will be! Do you have any long forgotten makes hiding in the back of your closet that could use some love? Or maybe you have found yourself in a making rut, with no good ideas of what to make next. This could be just the challenge to inspire you to start making again!

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Elena, Part 2

“If I were more of a man, I would marry you in the morning. Alas, I am not, and I was hoping to make my escape to avoid bringing you any unnecessary suffering. I see you had a similar idea.” Angelus gave a dramatic bow, sweepy aside his cloak to reveal a midnight blue kirtle.

“Chatty woman I see, clearly our marriage was doomed before it began. Well, I’m off to fetch my horse, care to join me?” With that, Angelus strode forward and took Elena’s arm, sweeping off toward the stable. Elena tensed at first, but as they drew closer to the stable and Angelus’ friendly banter continued, she found herself slowly drawing in, leaning into Angelus’ arm.

Arriving at the stable, Angelus moved towards a tall black stallion in one of the stalls. He looked proud and spirited with a dark, uncompromising attitude. Elena was struck by how discordant this horse was Angelus, and yet as Angelus approached, the massive animal walked towards him and nuzzled his shoulder.

“This is Tancred. We are going to set off for somewhere exotic, Spain, perhaps. Where are you off to?”

“A nunnery,” Elena found herself saying. The longer she spent with Angelus, the more at ease and confident she felt. “But if you were less of a man, I think I’d marry you on the spot.” 

Angelus smiled. “Do you have a plan to get there?”

“I was going to take my horse, Rohesia. She isn’t as glamorous as Tancred, but a nunnery isn’t exactly a glamorous destination.”

The two readied their horses, and then rode toward the back gate. As they neared, it became clear that Angelus had no plan for escaping the castle compound. Elena reined in her horse and motioned for Angelus to do the same. She quickly dismounted and slipped softly toward the guard house. Inside, everyone was asleep soundly. Elena carefully slid the keys off of the hook and slid the small back gate open. Elena had requested that the hinges on all gates and doors be well-oiled before the wedding, making any escape she might attempt easier. She motioned for Angelus to walk his horse through the gate, and Elena handed Rohesia’s reins up to him as he passed. Once both horses were through the gate, she swung the door shut and locked it. After returning the key to its hook, she climbed the ladder to the top of the small guard tower, motioning to Angelus to bring Rohesia closer. Once the horse was in position, Elena climbed down to a bracket on the outside of the wall and jumped down onto her horse. With a nod, the two riders set off down the road.

Once they were well away from the castle, Angelus kept up a stream of frothy chatter. Elena remained largely silent, but enjoyed the warmth of  his companionship. Just before dawn, they reached a babbling brook lined with a soft meadow just off the road. They allowed the horses to rest before continuing on down the road, at a gentler pace this time.

“Think they’ve noticed we’re gone, yet?” Elena finally broke in.

“Yes, perhaps someone has noticed by now. Not everyone yet, surely. I feel quite confident that our parents are oblivious. Of course, clearly they already were for your part.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean in thinking you would marry.”

“Of course I would marry! That’s my job!”

“I see. So that’s why you’ve escaped the castle on the eve of your wedding and now you are riding down the road with me.” Elena urged her horse on a little faster and sulked. Angelus wasn’t wrong, and it irked her. She had tried hard to keep up appearances, but when push came to shove, here she was, running away.

A few miles down the road, Angelus urged Tancred to turn down an almost hidden side trail into the woods.

“Where are you going?”

“We are off to save a princess,” Angelus said with a wink.

We?”

“You actually, I am just here for moral support,” Angelus urged his horse to trot.

The forest clung to the narrow trail, pressing down upon the two riders. After several more miles, the path broadened out slightly into a small clearing with a tall, crooked tower at the back. Elena balked. Were they really about to rescue a princess from a tower of all things?

“Halt! Who goes there?” An armored figure stepped out of the shadow of the tower, pole-ax at the ready.

“Angelus, Lord of Sagborough, at your service. I am here with the lady Elena, heiress to the Earldom of Pearlshire, to rescue your fair mistress from her tower imprisonment.”

The guard chuckled and then called up to the tower, “Care to see more of these folks, or shall I encourage them away?” A curtain swung aside from a window high in the tower, and the most beautiful woman Elena had ever seen looked out. She had warm olive skin and flowing copper hair.

“Which of you is doing the rescuing?” The princess called down, containing a laugh on the final word. Angelus gave Rohesia a kick and the horse delivered Elena right beneath the princess’ window.

“You are, I hope,” Angelus called up. “This lady is trying to put herself in a nunnery if no one stops her,” And he gave such a dramatic wink that even the princess could see clearly.

“Finally someone even worth considering! Let’s discuss this over some cake and see if we can come to some kind of agreement. Sebastian will take your horses, if you would join me upstairs.”

Angelus promptly dismounted and brought Tancred up to Rohesia. Elena slid down with some trepidation. What was Angelus getting at? How was this princess in a tower supposed to rescue her? While she was still trying to wrap her head around the strange turn of events, she found herself whisked up the stairs by Angelus and set down at a table beside the princess. The table was covered with all sorts of delectable cakes, nuts, and fruits.

“I am Lavinia, somewhat estranged princess of Thelindia, Duchess of Beldrand, where you find yourself now,” Lavinia selected the choicest treats and placed them before Elena. Before long, they were engaged in rapt conversation, finding that they shared many of the same hobbies and interests, including horseback riding and cultivating roses. At Lavinia’s urging, Angelus and Elena decided to remain at Beldrand for the remainder of the week. At the end of the week, Lavinia pulled Sebastian aside after breakfast.

“She is the one. I feel sure.”

“I agree. She is undoubtedly perfect. I thought we might wait in this tower till we died before she came along,” Sebastian’s eyes trailed off to where Angelus stood by the window.

“I feel sure of this also,” Lavinia said, lowering her voice. “You have found your one as well.” 

Sebastian’s face lit up, “Angelus asked me to be his husband last night. I hope you don’t mind my going first!”

“Of course not! This is wonderful news! After I ask Elena, let us make the arrangements. I suppose it won’t be a traditional wedding, but we can still get the feast,” Lavinia chuckled and then swept towards Elena. Their heads bent towards each other in close whispers before Elena’s face burst out in a beaming smile.

“Yes. Forever yes. I had no idea that I could have this dream come true.”

Within the month, both couples were united in a beautiful festival with the friends Lavinia and Sebastian had gathered about them at Beldrand. And they all lived happily ever after.

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Elena, Part 1

This week, I bring to you part one of a short story I have been working on. I have not written any fiction in many years, and felt like it was time to get back to it! I hope you enjoy, and come back to read the rest of the story later!

The wedding day drew near. Elena paced her bedroom listing deadly diseases in her mind, hoping to find one she could feign. A servant knocked and came in, holding her wedding gown. At least the dress was pretty. Elena had been able to select nothing for her wedding but the gown. It was a luxurious wool kirtle in a deep forest green color. Around the edges of the sleeves and the hem of the skirt was sewn an intricately woven band with white, brown, and gold threads. Elena had a new shift of fine bleached linen, and a beautiful pair of forest green hose to match the kirtle. The whole ensemble was so beautiful, she caught her breath. The servant  brushed out her hair, and then Elena was left on her own.

After pacing back and forth for an hour or so more, Elena sat down heavily on her bed. She was exhausted, and she was feeling desperate. Despite the fact that her future husband and all of his family and servants were currently spending the night in her home, Elena had not seen him. Her father had failed to mention anything about her future husband, but everything she had managed to glean from household gossip was that Angelus was odd at best, and a consort of the devil at worst. However, she knew he was a man, and that was reason enough to leave. She had to escape, maybe to a convent or something. At least then she would be free from marriage. Unless her husband died before she did, this was her only chance.

Elena slipped into her wedding ensemble, feeling the heavy wool skirt swirl about her ankles as she turned. Once she was dressed, Elena bound up her hair and slipped on her newly embroidered veil. She swept silently around her room, gathering a few sentimental items and all of her jewelry. She intended to use her rings to purchase her place in the convent, along with her dress. Finally, she was ready. Elena lifted off her mattress and unpicked a few strategic stitches from the cover. From inside her mattress she pulled a small leather satchel filled with bread and dried meat, along with a leather canteen full of water. After retrieving the supplies, Elena quickly stitched the mattress closed once more. From there, she pulled the mattress completely off of her bed and untied the ropes holding it up in the bed frame. She coiled one of the ropes and slid it in the leather satchel along with her jewelry. The other she tied firmly to the iron hook beside her window which was used to draw back the heavy curtains. Elena pulled on her heavy wool cloak before testing her weight on the rope. Finally, she was ready. She took a deep breath, and climbed out of the window.

The night was crisp with the first signs of autumn as she descended the wall of the castle. Halfway down, Elena was startled to see another figure climb out of a window to her left. She froze, wondering who it was, and if they had spotted her. The figure continued to descend a few steps before they too froze. Neither spoke, but after a few agonizing minutes, a chill wind began to whip at their exposed hands. The stranger gestured to Elena to continue down. After a moment, she nodded and continued on her way, the stranger doing the same.

At the bottom of the wall, the two stood several yards apart, both staring but neither speaking. After a few more moments, the stranger took a step forward and lowered their hood.  

“You must be Elena,” the stranger said in an awe-filled voice. “You are truly the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.”

Elena took a hesitant step back. “And you are?”

“Angelus, at your service.”